28/1/2011

I didn't text him today since last night he did not replied me. I don't know what's wrong. Today he didnt text or call me too. I did not inform that I am hanging out with Sim tomorrow.

爱你是我犯了错

 

希望越多伤的就越多
不想自己变得太脆弱
想简简单单去爱
却陷入了折磨

忽然感觉我不再是我
爱的越多伤痛就越深
就让自己觉得太难过
你给的温柔不多
是我在欺骗我

结果我们全都感觉不快乐
也许爱你是我犯了错
为什么我会对你越认真
就看见你在拼命的闪躲
也许爱你是我犯了错
就算是我们走到了尽头
我也不会想你会对我说
你不爱我

爱你是我的错

爱上你是我的错 
可是离开又舍不得 听着你为我写的歌 好难过
如果说我说如果 我们还能重新来过 不去计较谁对谁错 会怎么做  
我从来没想到 会有这样的结果 成为了彼此的过客 
是爱的太少 还是要求的太多 总是会觉得 不快乐  
曾经就算是一个吻 
我们也能从寂寞中挣脱 就算用泪水换来笑容也值得  
而现在就算拥抱着 为何两颗心总不知所措 
难道注定就这样擦肩而过  
当爱情来了谁又能说我舍不得寂寞
当爱情走了谁又能说我不觉得失落 
当爱燃烧过谁又能说我不觉得快乐 
当爱变沉默谁又能说我过的很洒脱

Broken hearted girl

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love enough to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you

Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

What becomes of the broken hearted?

As I walk this land of broken dream, I have visions of many things. But happiness is just an illusion, filled with sadness and confusion.

What becomes of the broken-hearted? Who had love that's now departed? I know I've got to find some kind of a peace of mind.

Maybe the fruit of love are grow all around but for me they come a tumbling down. Everyday heartache grow a little stronger, I can't stand this pain much longer.

I walk in shadow, searching for the lights. Cold and alone, no comfort in sight. Hoping and praying for someone to care, always moving and going nowhere.

Help me please....
I am searching though I don't succeed for someones love. There's growing need all is lost, there's no place for beginning.
All that left is an unhappy ending.

 

Unforgettable Birthday 2010

This year I had an unforgettable birthday. Special thanks to Ray for the flower and cake and Melvin for fooling me with his lies.

It was so surprised when I received flower and cake delivered to me early morning in the office.

Thanks Ray, I really appreciated it.

 Thanks Melvin for making me laughing like a crazy woman .

 Thanks a lot guys for the unforgettable birthday celebration: [From Left] Ethan, Jansen, Melvin and Me.

Forgive & Forget

It's very difficult to forget someone that we really love and forgive someone who hurt us badly.
If we really love someone, we should forgive what they've done and forget all the sadness that they brought to us.
I always forget about the past and keep the sweetest memories in heart...

"Men forget but never forgive. Women forgive but never forget." 

Best Friend

Everyone has many friends and among all of them there must be some that is very close to us. Some people can only be ordinary friend and some can be best friend where we share all our secret with.
A best friend is someone who always be there when we're in need, a good listener and a person that never ever betray us. Do appreciate if you have a best friend. It's a waste if you losing them.

                                                                                   

                     My best friend: [From Left] Joanne Law, Benny Yew, ME and Canddy Oon

 

My best friend: Jessica Lai [sitting next to me], Canddy and Joanne [behind]

                                                         My best friend Pinky Loo

A very meaningful song that I love very much...

我知道你在想什麼 你不要看著我
因為我沒有什麼好說
你可以哭可以走 但請不要告訴我那理由
 
你要的我沒有 你愛得我不夠
我沒有那些可以給你幸福的愛
你就像每個人 在嘴邊說著可以愛我一生
看起來真沒可能
 
你可以走 你可以找到一個人
你可以找個別的地方 過一生
你不用說你不想離開我
什麼都沒有錯 要怪就怪幸福沒來過
你可以去選擇一生都一個人
你可以沒有我過更精彩一生
你不需要看過來 看我為你痛苦哭
因為你不用再為我付出#

像我這樣的人 至少有點兒愚笨
我的感情不夠照顧你一生
遺憾是感情的世界並沒有平等

你可以走 你可以找到一個人
你可以找個別的地方過一生
你不用說你不想離開我
什麼都沒有錯 要怪就怪幸福沒來過
你可以去選擇一生都一個人
你如果沒有我有更多人在等
你不需要看過來 對我說聲GoodBye
因我再不是你什麼人

現在我感受的痛苦 是你未來幸福

Welcome To The Broken Hearted World

I have a blog which nobody can access. I used to write down every single thing in my life no matter happy or sorrow.
Now I created this blog and share with others so that if one day I've leave this world, people who I concern would know what's actually in my heart.
To those who involved in my post, I don't mean to offended you guys. Every single words is all from the bottom of my heart. I am sincerely apologized if there's anything I wrote has displeased you guys.

Cheers~